~shinigamiriku

YAY I LOVE RIKU TO

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Was just roaming around, like I usually do, and I stumbled upon your icon . Just had to say how awesome I think it is, and I love your DevID too.

you like riku!

you dislike yuri and yaoi.. me too XP

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Siamo in un mondo, nostro molto possediamo
Ripartendo un amore quel soltanto poco ha saputo mai

cool i like it !u r FF fan XD

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nah thats not the 1 I want hehe

wooow ...exelent draw...
please visit my web
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bye

wooow ...exelent draw...
please visit my web
[link]

bye

*gasp* ANOTHER RIKU OBSESSOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *glomps profusley*
i consider you my friend now ^______^!!!!
i shall stalk you too~

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You take the breath right out of me

You left a hole where my heart should be

You gotta fight just to make it through

Cuz i will be the death of you

I just wanna say hello ^^ , x-99 fans club have subbmited a liste of member so I'm checking a sites of a club-friends ... But... you're gone for a while, hmm..?

hhhey... haven't heard form you in a while. hope you're doin' fine. I know I am. Well.. seeya.

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"There's a penis in my sex! D: "
- Me

HI!!
just happened to drop by this page
NICE stuff U'VE GOT HERE! I LIKE IT!

Ah... dunno if you'll get this message anytime soon, but happy holidays! Hope you're okay, wherever you are.

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While you were away..XP Congrats on the 6000 hits, eh? I have the screenshot if you want it as a keepsake..if you ever get back on DA.

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Dreams are mine for the making, reality is mine for the taking.

hey ya.. RIKU CHAN!!!!!!!!! *hug Riku chan* ohh is soo wonderfull I love thisss!!! I miss uuuuuuuu I misss uu ^_^ soo uh.. where am I?Ohhh ohh I have too look inside this house.bye. ^_^

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I have many sister!! Come and look all my place!!

VERY nice stuff you've got!

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"Yaoi Please!"chara #1 ;chara #2;chara #3

Hi, Rik, like your ID pic, I'm a FF fan too~ Have a Rikku pic up on my page, go see??

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Gheez, how are you going to make ALL THESE PEOPLE SUFFER? By calling them names? Or by gathering all your armies and attack them one by one? I don't care what you are going to do but there is a limit to one's outrageous behaviour, that must be put to a stop. Maybe what we are doing is harsh but i guess this is the final way to solving this matter since sweet talks and advices are to no use. Face reality! You can't ever live freely in this world if you are the same old you. Friends, they can tell what is right and what's not. In the beginning they will care and cherish you as a friend but knowing your personality is like THIS! They will leave you one day~! Mark my words, this is for your own good...~

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 Kiki-myoumyou™

your name has the same kanjo like mine, but whit another reading!! coool!!

Maa nee, it was a clean record when I left you alone for the past few days, right? It's not my fault you're still bringing this subject in a clear view. ^^

Apparently, I did not bring my friends into this matter. They choose what's best and ignore what they are supposed to. I have no right to go around and pull people to my side, now that would be bribing and taking advantage of friendship, nee? I'm sorry, I'm not like you, I don't use friendship.

I stand for my rights myself. I'm not a child. People stand up for me because they know what's right and what's wrong. I'm not telling them what to do. I'm not telling them to pick me as a friend. It's not my nature, as said before and gawd knows how many times before.

It's true, everyone's different. It's actually really obvious once you come to notice it, but it's not a valid reason why people's hatreds get tangled up together in it. If you're thinking that I don't like you because you're different, I'm sorry to say that you've misunderstood. I've portrayed out my whole list before why this fight is still as hot as raging flames ( which actually, I don't really care about because I deal with reality more than virtuality ), so you can refer there for further understandable references, nee? If that still doesn't pull a trigger to you, I'd be glad to provide you with another essay. ^^

Why should they be regrets in telling the truth? I've nothing to be scared of. Plot revenge if you please, by all means, go ahead; it's your life. I know that pain exists in this world, much likely. ^^ Welcome to the world.

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heyhey^^ *waves* yea~ Haven't heard from yew in a long time ^___^
Going thru harsh times huh?? Poor u Hope you get thru them ok tho, wish u luck *V*
Ano~ dun worry, ppl rn't against yew^^;; We just get a little confused sometimes and a little hurt by the things yew say *nodnod* But it's awrite, dun b depressed~ Be HAPPY!! And SMILE!!!

C-chan

hey riku-chan, sorry I haven't been able to talk to u for a while I've been really busy moving in and getting back in touch with my friends out here. and I still don't have internet on my computer yet so I haven't been on DA a whole lot. I have to use my friends computers for internet most of the time...anyway I jus tthought I would drop by and say hi!!! cuz I have to run now ~_~ really busy..sorry!!! talk to u later

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"I'm a tragic hero in this game called life my chances go to zero but I will always survive" - tragic hero by funker vogt
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Arigatou for the fav ^_^

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To quote perfectly on what you mentioned in your journal...

One - The only reason me and Fumi have been fighting is because she came in when my friend Eri asked me to help her with her problem. But no, Fumi wanted the glory and praise from everyone as usual. She can't let anyone solve the problem.

The only reason? Excuse me? Oh, I don't think so. There should be an even further reason in order for you to stand up to this fight. That is not the only reason and you know that, don't you?

Let's get this straight, shall we? Fumi Ayakoganei; craving for glory and praise? Oh, you so go that wrong. It's true that no one asked me to go and tell those people off ~cherry52889 , but it was on my own will to go and reason with them the tolerable way ( gawd, I just bore on repeating this to you, you don't seem to get it ). I tolerated with them privately. They apologized, for gawd's sake, and it was all over with. Instead, you were so brave enough to threat them on their pages and let the fight go on in silence. For your information, it was all settled out before you even came to my page wailing on the dilemma. It was all settled out even before you told me not to butt into that matter, so I just let you be, but no, you had to spat it all of a sudden that it's suddenly my fault.

Did I actually stop you from reasoning with them? Did I? DID I? I'm sorry, I don't recall such a small nuisance to make for I've much other things to attend to instead of telling you what to do. I'm not like you, I don't tell people what to do; lame. You, on the other hand, kindly tweedled to my page and started yelling at me that you were pissed off on their replies to you, then you started complaining that no one had the urge to comment on your page and you were stressed for that undivided attention.

Well, the reason why I am dragging on this fight with you is because of all the things you've said and done to me, before, now, then and after.

Let's flashback, shall we?

You were always depressed and when you were, you'd always come to me for attention. I ( being the stewpid one in the first place ), provided you with all sorts of advices and cheered up smiles or jokes to light you up again. Believe me, you were one heck of a job to cheer up, but my patience was there. The first thing that ticked me off is that when my other friends cheer you up, you just go all A.OK again. What's with that? Were you simply doing it on purpose to bombard your comments on my page, so that the whole world can witness your misery?

You called me dirty names, remember that one? Does brat, pig and snot refresh your unprepared memory a little? Yes, you called me those frantic names ( the list goes on, but I'm willing to let you keep your dignity, if you have any ). I DIDN'T. I kept my trap shut and accepted those "kind" words you threw at me. Now to wonder why am I so stewpid to let my head get stepped on once.

You begged for forgiveness soon after our first "big" fight. People all around ( I'm not revealing them ) told me to ignore you and not to accept your pitiful apology, but I did. I was the stewpid one ( and always the stewpid one ) to think that second chances are worth giving. I accepted you back with a condition. One condition that you should keep track off, but you didn't. I told you that you've hurt me and ticked me off for once, but if you do that the second time, I have no choice, but to stop our relationship right there and you agreed.

You used that second chance back on me.

You stepped on my head twice.

And claim that it was my fault instead? I wanted the so-called "glory and praise"? Well, you've got me in that wrong eye of yours again.

I don't need "glory and praise". I have my friends ( true friends ), who understand me enough to actually know how to appreciate friendship, unlike you.

You don't appreciate friendship. You declared us as enemies and spat lies everywhere you go in order to pollute my name. I've always been there to provide you with advices and tips when you need them. The reason why I lack of comments on you is because you took my comments too seriously, thinking that I'm putting you down when I'm not. My intention was to make you a better writer, but you started to go depressed again. That's why I bothered less on commenting on your work.

You've been taking my advices, thinking that I'm giving you a very big critism when I'm not.

When I give you full attention, you suddenly bring up subjects like "Do you like talking to me or other people with the same interest?". For example, our other argument on yaoi. You started getting all depressed again when I talk about yaoi to ~yorumitsukai . I do that because I actually respect you and talk about things you don't like to other people who do. Is that even wrong?

When I give you less attention, you also go depressed and you come pleading for comments like the last time you came to my page and said "My page is dead. I want someone to comment on it.". I'm not naive. I know the hidden meaning behind that sentence. You were asking me to go to your page and write a simple comment back. Proves your lack of attention.

If you think that you're lack on love and attention, you seriously need to spend more time in real life. You can't seek satisfaction from virtual attention. You once claimed that you don't have real friends and about your family ( I'm controlling my trap now ). Have you seen children without any parents at all out there? I know how they feel, I've been to an orphanage many times already and apparently, they have stronger wills. I guess you need to learn from them.

It's the human greed; love comes and goes, yet as humans, we crave for more and more. It never stops. It's your limit you have to watch and control. Live and learn.

Honestly, I hate what you've done to me now. Befriend me indeed, that was a lie. You were using me from the start to have more friends and more of the attention you seek poorly. I was a puppet, wasn't I? A puppet you could step on and now that I've served my purpose as a "friendship tool", I get thrown out.

The blunt truth hurts, doesn't it? Of course it does. You and I are both hurt, but everything has to go on. I can never accept you back again and again because things will never be the same. This isn't my intention on bothering you, but this is the actual truth rather than what you're claiming in your journal and you know that. Spill out more lies again and I've told you, I won't stay silent on this matter.

When it comes to you, your ego always wins.

ALLO~ *waves*
YAY 4 Sasuke and Naruto plushies ^____^
*spies all the comment on ur page and gets kinda saaad* dun want all the fwends 2 b mad at eachother neee? *sighz* Ano~ C-chan will always b neutral, I dun wanna butt in!!

*waves finger* JUSt dun have hate list or do revenge and stuff neee~ Cuz lotsa ppl still care 4 u (even tho sometimes they dun show it in the way u want them 2) and revenge just causes more hurt and ppl will get saad *nods*

Sadness SUCKS!!!! *grins and runs before ppl pelts me with talking furbies*
C-chan

[link] just a sketch for now ^^; a BIG sketch O.o ...umm.. don't kill me ^^;
*hides*